Walk AwayFalling into a blackened hole,I've realized you have taken my soul.Crowded inside this eternal abyss,I've realized in greed- there is no bliss.For everything I have done for thee;I am now trapped here for an eternity.The darkness has blinded me; I cannot see.For you had kept, and then lost my key.You torture me within the shadows,Waiting for a chance to avenge your sorrows...But cursed be you! The foolish one!Who thinks so vainly that you have won.For now you must rid yourself of me- you parasite!Like a toxin, slipped into your drink at night.Your values of hipocracy are now well known,And now your biggest fear is that, of being alone.You cower now, when our eyes meet,Like a match of plain, reluctant defeat.But I sense no reason for this display...So go on now, and walk away.
Unknown letterA confused train of thought that has puzzled me,Emotionally causing madness to the nearest degree of InsanityI feel..As if i have known you from some past life unknown.Only...Your eyes meeting mine makes me feel any communication,This regeneration of old memories from long ago.To think of you...As a mere stranger, to whom I confess- I do not know.I shall watch you from a distance, so that I may someday grow bold.So Alas! sincerly I bid you good day,From another,Unknown.
Rain...Why do I feel like i'm such a freak?Like Mr. Hyde, with some toxic drink.What's happened to my careless life?Its all gone now; its replaced with pain...All I ask for now god,Just please, send me some rain.
Tasteless DreamLost in the shadows,I await my final fateThe vows in which we spoke ofHave collapsed under our weight.I dream of keeping you forever,But with wings I see you flee...You've gone away forever, maybe.Now just a memoir of a tasteless dream.At first it was just one thought,One for every day.But now that thought is many,So many tears I've brushed away.You've gone away forever, maybe.Now just a memoir of a tasteless dream.
SubmissionStrange emotionsFill up my lungs.Uncertain thoughtsthat are truely too much.The thought of your embrace,your sweet lips upon mine.Our bodies, entwined,Oh what strong desires!Yet, to relinquish theese feelingsmay cause us our end.So I cloister myself,And I continue to hide.I continue to dream that maybe, somedayOur worlds shall cross again...And I shall be able to show you,My feelings are true...I shall not weep...I shall not cry...But, I shall never say goodbye.
HaterWhy the hell do you hate me?Is it just something I cant see??Are you mad because I talk back,Or because you think I reek?Have I become some new diseaseThat grows as green as mold?And finally at age 18Im no longer someone you control.You want to slap me- no denying that,And you hate it when your told, "you can't do that!"But hey, life's a bitch,And you gotta take it for what it's worth.So when you're sitting there, mad and drunk...Please realize that it's your fault,That i'm standing here today.
From an admirerWithin me I hold a secret,Something I must always hide....and with that It feeds upon me,Surly it shall until I die.I never meant to hurt younor make you play my games...But it seems that I have fallenand for you of course dear friend.Its harder than I realizeMaybe it's just meant to be,Before you there was another,but for you Id set him free...Its kind of obvious Im shaken,but my mind just draws a blank...How can we love each otherIf one reserves in this state?I want to bade all farewell...but Ive grown too fond,Its to lateand now in limbo I shall waitto hear from you once again...
thinking thoughtsI can't Stop this thought,I've tried so hard to hide,I Don't know what to do,You're always on my mind.Many fears I must face,I just pray I'm not aloneMy feelings are hard to supress...Yet my fear still grows strongI never thought I'd feel this waybut confusion blinds meand I retreat,Can it be?Is this my fate?I alone ponder thisAs the clouds slowly grow,It seems the more i push myself away from you,The fonder i becomeWith only moments passing by,Minutes Seem like days,And days into years...the truth that I have heldIs laced within my tears...I know you from somewhere...Was it just a dream?I feel like I can't reach youAnd you are much too keen.So here I wait and ponderWhy do I still dream of youWhy can I not forget youWould this elimination just be all in vein??
SummerYellow MonarchsFlutter pass lowly,Dew, soft and wetCollects between my toes.Listen! Do you hear it??Not silence,Its much softer...The whimical sound of the leavesRusling in the wind.Sunshine,Casts a shadow around meAs I lay on the porchWith notebook in handWriting this simple stanzaOnly praying it never ends.